4dp3dt

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I have cramps (nothing major but irritating and uncomfortable for sure)
Acne on my chest???????? W….T…….F
TMI alert— constipated.
Do I feel like this worked? Nope
Am I being a negative Nancy? Yes…but then I have random bouts of “oh happy happy joy joy maybe it worked this time”
I’m not symptom checking because I KNOW it means diddly squat.
8 more days til beta and I’m doubtful. Hopeful… But doubtful.
I refuse to POAS because I’ll just lose complete hope if it’s negative. If it’s positive- it could be false. So why even go there. But man I really want to!!!
Crap. Come on August 15th!!!!
And I have a wedding to photo shoot the next day so I really hope I don’t get shitty news.
That. Would. Blow.
Thankfully I have cute animals to hug in the meantime.

Transfer complete S.O.B.

So after our “great numbers and results” the doctor felt for some reason that 3dt of 2 embryos (1 8 cell and 1 7 cell both grade 3) was best so here I lay on the couch PISSED OFF that it wasn’t a 5 day transfer. So whatever. The TWW begins and I am a grumpy %#^*€.
Oh- and I ate some skanky White Castle on the way home.

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